I shall not find the shelter in this world And I’m seeking it in vain; The tide of time is passing by, What makes my dreams be so insane? Walking between the graves I wonder Whether we were born to die. Or maybe there is another world…. But we still have to live in lie. We are betray’d by our friends And by embrace of unfaithful lovers Tears are flowing down our cheeks And falling onto the withered flowers. How to find the sincerity in a frivolous smile? Is it possible to change the unchangeable fate? I avoid loving, I’m scared of it…. Because it’s what I’m too afraid to forfeit… My role is to live but I have failed… [The 26th of November 2004]